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Dangerous Liaisons

... I am sitting on my desk today is the birthday of summer, I do not know
if still alive, or are still living in the same place provided, or if it went to another place or another country, or whether it is still the same person that I discovered it was really, maybe change, or maybe not, or perhaps no longer exists in this world ... I just hope you have found happiness, I should not wish him well, but as well as the hate, I loved her very much, porq consider it my best friend, but ruin the friendship, even if it was not she who fails or me. also remember the good times that pass by his side, some 14 years that I met from wearing diapers q, q the wonderful things we overcome the problems together, our discuciones by nonsense and q at the end we finished laughing ... q hard times pass by his side, and let those moments back, and leave behind all the damage it did to me, the pain made me feel and those that made me shed tears, I think more than that, but I also believe that you do not, I think I still remember, and you feel bad, and you cry to remember, as I cry to feel alone and decepsionada ...

you and I, sitting on my living room couch, telling me how bad I felt full, I had no appetite, in high school all the time you spent at my house after school, we spent the whole evening together, alone in the house and my parents were, did what they wanted, I with my family problems ... I became very depressed and took away my appetite, organized a parade summer between us, to cheer, we changed and marched, danced, we had fun like every teenager in summer occasions stayed to sleep at home, we amaneciasmos talking about many things , we had no secrets, knew all about the other to go to parties she wore my clothes, accessories, you need to look good, I had no problems with this, promised never to separate or betray, I put all my trust in it but in the end it did not matter ...

all started after high school, we entered an academy, as was another setting I guess I love a little, but the problems of my parents, tended to depress me much ... then stop eating, summer broke loose from my food, I thought it would help me solve this problem of food but it was so ... almuerS started with, and then went to dinner and breakfast, get to a point where I could not pass anything by mouth other than water, when my mom came into holiday was aware of my lunch, but not aguntaba, went to vomit all ... much lower weight, but nobody noticed because I covered it with baggy clothes, and as always I was very thin, but I push myself to lose weight even more, to the point of not being satisfied by just not eating or vomiting as they ate, I felt I needed something to calm me ...

.. Suddenly the overnight my appetite rose, but only ate sweets and fats, not eat at home, summer is still loose from my food, and I fattened a bit so I worry, I was desperate, my parents never were with me cared only rarely work and they learned things I was doing, so she always went to summer, it was my only family, I remember I asked you buy these pills that reduce appetite, make you go to the bathroom after eating and that makes you lose weight, I gave you money and get these, and I became addicted to them, when not wanted to buy, I begged on his knees the tears, until he accepted, not realizing suddenly I became one of those people who have .... "Eating problems" for not calling him "anorexia" needed help, someone who embers beside me and advise me, help me out of it, that summer I wanted to help but she was responsible for matters worse, I wanted you to get strong and you made me see the reality of what I had become, but you all ... do not mind one bit ...

at the academy was completely humiliated, hurt me the comments they made, and worse, that summer I just used to take my things, (expensive clothes ... etc) she spoke I was ... anorexic and that was stupid, really hurt that so many years thinking it was my friend and she just used me, talk to her and denied everything, said he would never be able to speak something, I believed ... but you went away from me, and we did not speak to us, nothing happened, I learned a lot about you, reveal my secrets, my problems, all laughed at me, I realized that their friendship is dangerous, I'm so sick of it, because you were the one who helped me get into this, I remained alone with no one, my parents did not care and did not know what happened to me, only me and these pills which I became addicted ...

my mother died when I was 17 years old and my father got into his office all the time, it was then I felt disastrously domde there alone ...

... that was a short summary of what was my adolescence, I have never seen a summer, but she reminds me too, but I want you to know that I never betrayed you or you want the worst as you did, because I love you much, you were my only family, but ultimately betrayed me, you will not forget even my ...

now I'll be quiet, because I said what I wanted to tell, silent all these years makes me feel good, I needed to vent, it feels good to get what you have saved, and even better to share it with someone Requiem you can lead by example, not to fall into the same ...

... Daddy why are you crying? Dad did not hear me?

.. I do not understand because they are all so sad? completely ignore me .. Have I done something wrong? I think I better go .. Heaven! the last thing I did was ... videotape remembering what happened to summer, while it had ...

... I finished my last bottle of pills ...

"jasmym, still lives in the memory of: Fathers, uncles, nephews, grandchildren and ...

their dangerous liaisons.